look, if you cannot be in public barefaced without being self-conscious & feeling like shit, then your decision to wear makeup is not a choice freely made
You’re being controlled by your own insecurity though, not another person or society.
I’m just a self conscious piece of shit. That’s no one else’s fault. People can tell me I’m pretty when I don’t feel it all they want, but it’s not going to change what I wish I looked like.