I have my final lab practical tomorrow afternoon for comparative vertebrate zoology and it’s 85 questions on almost entirely the cat and I studied yesterday but not at all today and I have fright.

Like half of it is gonna be blood vessels and they’re fricking hard because by the time you’re in mammals they’re so variable from one individual to another. Like its literally “Well your cat may or may not have this vein. Or it might have two.”

I’m still conflicted about whether to focus on Biology for grad school or if I should actually lean more towards Psychology with it because I’m smack in the middle with my interests and it’s difficult to find a school where either one exclusively covers what I want to learn.

I’m so stressed out about choosing a grad school like I’m running out of time to apply for next fall (most deadlines are in December) and I’m still not finding quite what I want and I don’t want to go away by myself.

I couldn’t even handle being alone for a week this semester like how the hell am I supposed to last the entirety of grad school off by myself with no one I know?